EMPTY :: 6/24/07, 9:44 PM
i m rather affected by something i saw now.dunno wad to say..juz cant help feelin upset.. perhaps it juz myself to blame.i myself made my life so miserable.i need a new motivation in life.i need time.juz simple time and b alone.i will not do nor say or show anything,anymore again.i really should not.i m selfish myself.juz refusing to face e reality.i juz keep holding on to a false hope.and made everyone disappointed..from now on.. no more u in my life..i will move on.. not becoz u no longer held a place.. juz tt i m keepin u ...deeply in my heart.. n always..
i m happy with e memories u left me.
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
EMPTY :: 6/12/07, 7:15 AM
recently realli not in good mood.things.. everything seem to b in a unfavour situation.i dunno.but i juz cant help feelin upset.i have many things to say,many things tt i wanna let out.but it seems tt there is no longer anyone tt i realli could trust and talk to... haish..i dunno.. perhaps i m really not a good enuff friend or wadsoever.. even my brothers,my so called "kiat bai" seems so far away from me le... lols..
e someone tt is so special too.. in e past,even if things turn out e other way,i could still see myself as someone special.but now,wad i could feel,is juz a normal friend relationship.. sad to say,i still cant give up on u..dunno why,perhaps and perhaps,i m juz so sturbon in relationships.. i need someone,someone to talk to..desperately..
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
EMPTY :: 6/6/07, 11:53 PM
in sch food court now.. m so irritated by so incident tt happens in sch juz now. pls girls.. this in a sch,not some pub or clubs tt u wear those mini demi short skirts to flash around. my groups of peeps were slacking around in food court six when they spotted girls accidently flashin their undies.they were gentlemen enuff to go over and tell the girl friends about wad they saw. of course some discussion and commusion was goin on.. kind enuff but a twist of misunderstanding.. in e end,my friend was being confronted by angry faces,n i was called by my hp to help ... zzz ..
was really irritated by e way one of e guy talk to me,was dammm irritated.. i did controlled my temper if not... coz i somehow remembered how someone dislike so much about guys fighting.. hmmmm,i still wanna keep her words in mind..
realli dammn bored in sch now,my whole day in sch is like for ... nothing ? lessons cancelled,here and there... damm fuk up.. i m home like for ages le la.. someone,... pls date me out.. or any activities rather than night life... pls.. i m so bored ... i m already growing white hairs le.. LOLs..
my birthday comming,i have made up my mind tt i m gonna celebrate at mv2 on e 14th . but i m still thinking who to call.. its like i need to make a wise decision la.. if not,i m gonna get myself so drunk tt night.which i dun wan to.. hmmm .. so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.i m so gonna enjoy my day this year and forget all e unhappy events.. tata..~~~
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
EMPTY :: 6/5/07, 10:31 PM
in sch now and lesson sucks.i m almost bored to death and e aircon is blowing like no body's business.arghh... i needa defroze.anyway,i m glad e 2 weeks holidays are comming,which means i can enjoy my ample sleep of mine.wahahah..
well,had been very tired recently,was working for PC show at suntec for e past 4 days.crowd was ... SCARY.. there was hardly place to move about when e crowd was let in. it juz reminded me of the seventh month,those hungry ghost .. wahaha..LOLs..hmmm result was not bad,i sold total of 91 pieces.. quite satisfied with my result tough.quite fun la,made a lots of new friends and even show girls. one got number from me coz my customer la,and to my susprise,she is from thailand.lols.. she is a " tai guo hua qiao " . lols,chat a bit and yea...busy.. lols .. hmmm..
well,my birthday is coming,thanks peeps for those who remember my birthday and sent me their early greetings,i sincerely appreciate all of them.Thanks.
dunno whether m i too sensitive or.. receive her msg recently,but e warmt seem to have disappeared.it no longer carries e special meaning anymore,it seems cold and... i dunno how to explain,perhaps,i realli have become juz a normal friend.. or mayb all along i m jus a normal friend,it juz tt i dun wish to believe or accept the fact,i chose to lie to myself tt someday,somehow a miracle will juz happen,but.. e fact is...
i still miss u.. badly..
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
