EMPTY :: 5/17/07, 10:57 PM
well.hasnt been blogging recently.coz i m really lazy n totally not in e mood.many things happen and has mess up my life totally.today would b a long entry.. i guess.to account for many things.lols..
i have somehow quit drinking.. hasnt been drinking for sometime.but was in pub all this while.. dun wanna stay at home,dun wana think.this few nights was always jeff,steve,flora or andy/jax accompanying me. i feel heavy.something inside is really draging me and weighing me down.n i hate this feelings.A BIG sorry to all friends who get it from me recently. my temper is realli ....WHOOOOO... i didnt mean it,serisouly. i know all of u guys care,but perhaps i juz needed time and be alone.
anyone have job?esp night time job or flexible time.i needa more money .. lols.. i m no longer a pamper boy.n i have to grow up now.. i m gonna take care of myself of everything from now on... i am not gonna rely anything on my parents again.anything regarding me.i will PAY it by myself.so please. ( mum & dad ) ,if i can be sensible enuff to know wads best for me,i sincerely think u guys should noe what to do.thanks .
- for my brothers...
let have some confined trust with one another.n i mean real trusting.if we realli wish to prolong this friendship and make it strong . i guess u guys know what to do,i m realli quite dissapointed with stuff that are happening recently. what are we guys doin?who is our piority and whose not.make ure stand..` we cant have e best of both world .
lastly,to this very special person.n i will make it e last entry.i m heartbroken.to b frank..
v heartbroken.from ur msges,i could tell.. u nv trust me too much at all.
mayb i m juz a passerby,mayb someone more than a passerby,i dunno.till now.. u have nv gave me a definte ans before.. i was waiting for u all this while.. but to u,u thought tt i might b flirting around with u ?? haha,u crack my heart.. u realli do,i have nv thought u will think this way,n y i even bothered to explain.. u r important.from e day i started flirting with u,i have made it clear.i like u deep coz i noe myself, i seldom give in so much to someone.n thinking so madly about someone.. u tried ure best at tt period n i noe it. Forcing ureself to b with me ,deceiving ureself tt u will fall deep in me one day juz like how i do...silly girl u..i wanted u to be genuniely happy...
till then,i juz wanted to b nice to u,n nothing else,hoping one day,somehow,i might have a real chance to b back with u.. but it seem... further than i thought.
i guess theres isnt much to say anymore... this should b enuff.. brace up yourself k,b happy,many other things can cheer u up,its not juz him.. take care..
ai ren shi tong ku de,bei ai shi xing fu de... always remember this.know ure path and walk it.even if it is painful,u will still smile becoz it all worth it.
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
