:: Empty Without You ::

EMPTY :: 4/29/07, 8:58 AM

browing thru my phone,i saw all e sms again.my heart aches.
all e sweet msgs,all e care n concern..tt closeness..
-gone-

i still cant...
u r still in my heart.. .. all this while..

i miss u..

haish.. aint i lousy,i promise myself tt i will forget u,haha.but till now,i m still dewelling ..i really hate myself for doin tt.perhaps,i juz need time.well,hasnt been bloggin recently,rather busy with school stuff.. events and competition. Had a hard time last night,my younger brother got ditched.realli didnt know how to console him,its not e first time this ger breaks his heart.hai.juz hope he will get over her soon.had been drinking this few nights.n i m realli afraid of alcohol now.juz e smell can make me
puke.. arghh....

off today,was down with fever.now my whole body is aching like shit.n i realli dun like it.. n e stupid anti-biotic is making me sweating profusely.will b goin to spyder later with my younger bro and his friends.. to drink again.. haish.. i realli mush put a major FULLSTOP to everything soon.. i need to get on with my life... like this ----> =)

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/19/07, 9:55 AM

i dearly misses her alot...

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/16/07, 10:04 AM

workin this past 2 days was bored.. nv had such time before.serve only less than 15 customers in 2 days.. was almost bored to tears..lucky my painful days ended sooner than i knew.. started sch today.was fun.made many new friends.. those yr 1 freishies.. lols.. was lookin forward to tml.. gonna learn new stuff.. i m gonna work realli hard for my results now.. increase my GPA.at least it will b easy if i wanna futher my studies in future.. not gonna think of any relationship stuff now.. i juz wanna set all my heart in my studies n getting my license.. i will do it .. i will not think of u ..

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/13/07, 8:33 AM

so tired nowadays.had been leading a healthy lifestyle tough.. basketball almost everyday,gym.. and stuff..lols.. 3 more days to sch reopen..so looking forward to it.. was down at keong saik rd again last night.. initial planing was goin to babyface de.. but think someone couldnt make it.. so yea..went down with yi n my younger bro to look for alan and ah shun.they were at butterfly.. boring place la.. small n stuffy.. dun realli like e place.. went to crazy hours after tt coz alan had some friends over there.. the waitress there was SUPER LOUD SPOKEN lo.. cannot tahan ar.. they were even louder than e peson singing with mike lo.. irritating.. so i left and went to mv with my younger bro.. saw michael,ah wee n lai there.. stupid michael.. upon reaching start to pia jiu with me le.. drank super a lot la.. somemore with e amount of beer i drank eariler.. was gonneee e night..not drunk ba.. but high.. n is damm high la.. spin like siao.. concus straight upon reaching home.. lols.. i m quiting drinking.. i dun find a need to drink anymore.. coz it no longer hurts.. last night.. i wasnt even a bit disturb.. not even a slightest bit.. n i felt relieved n happy..for her.. all e best ba..

current mood ---------> =)

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/12/07, 3:43 AM

went to sentosa with my peeps ytd.. was fun.been long since i last went there..was there with angbao,cuifen,jeff,david,jin hoe and kaixin.. with tt stupid steve putting A BIG aeroplane.. was rather piss of by tt -_-"....hmmmm..
went suntanning and fishing.. lols.. caught a few small fishes,corals,clams.. and ... a small sotong..?? lols.. was realli tiny lo,i didnt knew sotong can b tt small,almost e size of a tadpole.. and totally back.. rather amuse by it movement too..lols.. left around 4 plus then headed down to marnia south for steamboat.. went to cathay and watch e reaping.. hmm dun realli like e show.not easy to understand and e most scarying part was nothing but e sound effects-_-"""..
nt realli worth watchin though.. well receive darling msg this past days,hope tt her grandma will b alright.. take good care yea..

bye .

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/8/07, 6:59 PM

has been long since i last posted.was rather buzy for the past few days.was working for 3 full days at EMS centre for the harvey norman warehouse sale roadshow.. was damm hot there la.. it was a open tent juz beside e warehouse.. crowd was good.. sold around 100++ pieces of cameras over e 3 days.. but commision was realli pathetic.. $2 per com.. sucky. lucky it all ended le..
was at mv last night.. stupid roger,always treating us drink .. stupid him..but yea la.. thanks for treating me well as a bro.. i will not forget u.. =) had fun last night.. coz i get to see her..finally i m seeing her smile.. this time a real smile.. not a faking smile anymore.. i m happy for her.
pls dun be upset after reading it.. its not worth it. sorry.

`if man always break a promise to a woman.. the man right here wount fail e woman again..
`coz he meant wad he say.. i will b there for u ..

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/3/07, 7:43 AM

juz got back home.so tired.hmmm.. one thing i must admit.. i m getting fat.. lols..i see tyres of fats oozing out from my tummy lo.. i hate it. gona realli spent lotas effort in getting rid of it.. its a must..lols..nothing much happen this days.much lively.. spending time with friends,gymming,basketball-ing and dota-ing.. lols.. since long i had such life style back.seems more simpler,more carefree.. and ...

haven been thinking of things for days..i didnt want to,and guess.. i didnt have to anymore.coz it no longer concern me.i no longer have any say.. hope shes fine..things at home are getting better.althought its still quiet but at least .. no more quarrels.. i have my peace... at e least,to concentrate on wad i wana do..

needa appologise to this veri special person.i have known her for 3 yrs.and for this 3 yrs,she has always been around me supporting me when i m down.esp in turn of relationship or any heart issues.shes is always there.n i m glad.. i m realli sorry,perhaps humans are juz like this,when things are always in pocession,they will never notice n juz take it for granted.i didnt noe tt u are still holding tt feelins despite my ignorance.i m sorry.i iwll do my best k .. stop dewelling coz it juz made me feel upset too..i need time...

anyway,i came across this joke which i find it realli interesting.. let share it.. =)

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Subject: Primary 3 questions?

A Primary School teacher was having trouble with one of her students.The teacher asked, "Harry, what is your problem?"Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the Primary 1. My sister is in Primary 3 and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in Primary 3 too!"The teacher took Harry to the principal's office.While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the Primary 1, and behave.The teacher agreed. Harry was brought in. The conditions were explained, and Harry agreed to take the test.Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"Harry: "9"Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"Harry: "36"And so it went with every question the principal thought a Primary 1 student should know.The principal looks at the teacher and tells her,"I think Harry can go to Primary 3."The teacher says to the principal,"May I ask him some tougher questions?"The principal and Harry both agree.Teacher: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two?"Harry: "Legs."Teacher: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"(The principal wondered, why does she ask such a question!)Harry: "Pockets."Teacher: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?"Harry: "Pants."Teacher: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, and it is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"(The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...)Harry: "Coconut."Teacher: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"Harry: "Bubblegum."Teacher: "What does a man do standing up, a woman do sitting down and dog do on three legs?"(The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...)Harry: "Shake hands."Teacher: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?"Teacher: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do." Who am I?Harry: "A Tent."Teacher: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first." What am I?(Principal was looking restless and a bit tense)Harry: "A Wedding Ring."Teacher: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, I feel good." What am I?Harry: "A Nose."Teacher: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver." What am I?Harry: "An Arrow."Teacher: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of excitement?"Harry: "Firetruck."The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put this ass in Primary 6! I got the last 10 questions all wrong myself."

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You

EMPTY :: 4/1/07, 8:15 AM

back from work.. sale result over this weekend realli sucks.. sold only 10..pathetic.. sigh !
2 more wks.count down to sch reopen.cant wait for it to start.i miss e days in sch.having fun with my fellow classmate.. busying preparing for exams.. juz loves those days.but shitty la,because of my stupid gems,i failed to comply the compulsory attendance,most of my lesson subjects have to b forwarded..so for this stupid sem,i only have 3 pathetic subjects.Jus wait to see my time table,so f***ing empty..like only 2 to 3 hrs per day only.. waste my sch fees.. shit !

anyway,from tml onwards,i will b at california fittness to gym out for 2 wks.David is working there n he was able to give me 2 wks of free acess.Free acess to all facilities n event session..yay~ at e least,this will keep me busy from thinking of unnecessary stuff. i only have myself to rely on now.. i have to b strong,n i know ..i will
i will forget u ..

The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You