EMPTY :: 3/24/07, 8:01 PM
woke up v late today.so tired.hmmm,was suppose to meet steve in the morning today to go to bbdc for enrolment.but both overselpt.. lols ... met up with him around 415 at my house .went for a late lunch n proceed to bbdc.the place was packed when we reach there.eager with stuff,we had our first lesson on e day itself.ended around 930.when everything was done,randy called...
he wanted to go mv2 tonight,coz sarah asked him to.he was overjoyed.lols.was e first time sarah ever called to ask him come down herself.i didnt wanted to but he seems rather eager.so bo bian...went down with him. was super packed when we reach there lo.. packed till we had to sit at e counter.was really happy to see her today.but duno why,feelins totally differs.perhaps tt how it should b felt as friends ba.. i no longer had e courage to juz look into her eyes.i means as a friend i shouldnt la.. but perhaps .. i m juz too used to it le.i noe i still feels for her..its a lie saying tt i dun.alcohol and cigi became something i always turn to this days.sigh..michael n company turn up a bit later in e night.so i decided to leave.i dun hate michael,but i hate e way they are together.tt closness..i dunno why,i always seems to have a distance with her,a unknown barrier.she nv was able to behave herself infront of me,yet she can infront of others guys.perhaps i m juz a difficult guy to please... left mv2.
realli wanted to b drunk tonight.took a cab n went down to baby face to find jiany.was susprise to find my younger bro there too.. drank a lot n had lota fun with them.at least,i could disperse some of my emotions off with e after effect of alcohol... went home around 5 plus n concus straight... lols
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
