EMPTY :: 3/28/07, 9:50 PM
was kaixin birthday today..met her up at parklane around 430.steve n mathew was late,so meanwhile waiting for them, we had a game of pool at parklane shopping ctre.was susprise to find my gang of poly peeps there too.so had a few game with leon,james n bobo.quite fun,miss e days of our poly life.lols.. awaiting sch reopen... lols
steve n mathew came around 5,after they arrive,we went to E cathay to buy movie tickets.we watched to show storm e yards.. preety nice show,give it 4/5.. e dance steps were way cool n its totally enjoying n thrilling..but e show was rather long..2 hrs plus.. ended around 730..after e show ended.. i headed straight to spyder first to settle my bill.. lols .. i was pretty drunk last night la..n my friends juz simply drag me home without knowing tt i have not footed e bill..lols.. when i was drunk last night.i think i remembered asking her one thing..i asked her..
`shagua,do u still have feelins for me ?
lols.. serisouly i didnt noe why i pop tt questions out..sorri ! but ......... tt realli a question tt i realli wanted to know.i dunno whether wad i m doin now is right or wrong.or m i juz as foolish as u.waiting for a day tt will never come...
i went down to spyer today..i didnt wanan drink,infact i cant..i vommited blood again..but i realli miss her.. n i dearly wanna see her..but i regretted..actaully sometime its not easy for people to become normal friend when they were once as close.because u no longer get those special care n concern anymore.. there is no one there to stop me from drinking when i noe i cant.no more special given green tea on my desk anymore.i realli miss those days..i realli miss it...
The wind is blowing & the leaves are falling. Empty Without You
